Saturday
I didn’t notice today is Saturday. Damn me…I don’t do much in my life these days except wasting it too much on sleeping or watching TV probably ’til school time. I promise myself i won’t mess up this time at school. I only got 2 more subjects to take for this coming semester then i’ll finally graduate (yay!!). hmm…let me see i graduated in high school in 1998 and WHAT year are we now?? this is so humiliating and sick. I’ve wasted my life in what? six years or so?? i may have miscalculated(i suck at math!) but i don’t care this is my blog i can say anything i want. But yeah i’ve cried over that past year and actually hated myself for being so unproductive. And seeing my friends in high school who have already graduated and been working already, it makes me feel more worst about myself. But then i had to forgive myself for that and move on. This year is my final year i had to make this right. School starts this june.:)
Anyway, by the way, highway(ok joke)…what did i do today? Was just hanging out with my cousins. Having a little chit chat with the kang-a(crazy) peeps in the family with just about what goes on around here. I was remembering about the American Idol. Sadly Bo didn’t win it, though Carrie Underwood deserves the title too coz she can really sing.
So ok tomorrow is Sunday, i know my ma would freak out on me if i would not go. Last Sunday i didn’t went to church at all. But i woke up early and clean the house so ma won’t get more angry at me haha. It’s funny though coz i just said it here like weeks ago that i feel that my week would go bad if i don’t start the week right by going to church and then the week after i did that thing…errr…umm ok i should stop typing for now so i could go home early.
1 response to this post
Time,
You know, life is what you make of it,
and time is not something you lose. It is there, always, with you.
Of course, I understand how it feels to feel old, and having wasted years of your life on something, but then again – what can you do? The best you can do is to Through the Present make the future better. Make sure you finish what you want to finish.
Good luck and keep posting video 🙂
Best regards,
Raymond, Norway
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