To Hell!
Posted by Karen 
June 25th, 2005 
Filed under Wow..been like ages since i was updating this blog…i just can’t take videos this week coz someone borrowed my sister’s digital cam. For now this post will do.
*sigh* Today i had another fight with my older brother…he’s high again…he has been taking shit for two months now. I HATE HIM SOOOOOOO MUCH… for some people here they think i deserve it coz i talk back at him and i deserve to be punished for it… so i get slapped, kicked or beaten but i don’t really care…I’ve been beaten since i could remember..i want him out of our house..but ma can’t send him away.:((..this is so sick..i hate this so much…fuck!!!..i just wanna die…i want to get out of the house and live on my own but i know i can’t right now…but i will one day.
I just wanna be heard.
I dont need pity though..shit happens..they just do.
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This is bits and pieces of me, my 
. Although you'll know stuff about me here, doesn't mean you know me well enough to judge me because you don't know what I've been through, so don't hate and or judge. Just love3x! 
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Dang, I’m really sorry about that. Life sucks for me right now too. It started out with my girlfriend breaking up with me and then I made the situation bigger by trying to end my life and crap. It’s stupid but yeah, I can’t get over it =(.
So now we are two, LoL. I’ve left my blog abandoned for a few weeks… oh… actually it was more than a month 😐
Hey, I’m really sorry about your situation. My brother and I discuss sometimes (he can be really irritating when he wants to), but I can’t nearly imagine what it would be like to hate him… One advice: when you’re feeling that way, just listen to some calm songs of your choice and sing them for yourself, if you haven’t tried it yet. That will make you feel better. Well, at least it works for me 😛