Happy Father’s Day!!!
Posted by Karen 
June 21st, 2009 
Filed under Happy Father’s Day to All the Father’s out there!!!
To my brother Obing/Lovell!!
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and To my Papa watching us in Heaven…We miss you and we love you soooooo much.
My Papa works in the Military as a Lecturer of Insurgency under the Civil Relation Service in Camp Aguinaldo as their mother unit but was assigned in CDO (Cagayan De Oro City)…I remembered when we were young when Papa was still alive. Every weekend he would come home and me with my sis and bro would get all excited simply because we know that our father will be home, we’d be playing outside the house and out in the streets with our cousins then we’d see Papa walking towards us from afar with a bag full of food stuff. As a little girl i felt so contented to feel being loved by him. Even just to only hear his voice, can’t help not to scream and shout being overjoyed and be happier to see and be with him for quite a while, we’d be screaming “Papa!” while running towards him, hugging and kissing him. How i missed his absence. As a papa’s girl and the youngest i would be following him when he’s at home and he would be carrying me around, sometimes i sit and sleep on his lap while hugging his big fat rounded belly heehee. I missed him calling me his “parirat” as his pet name to me. But i have to face the fact that he’s gone and taken away from us. It was way back May 12, 1990 when he was shot and declared DOA at the hospital. His memories always linger in my mind. Although i was a kid but i can still remember that morning when he hugged and kissed me, carry me and said “Goodbye” not knowing that it was the last time that i am going to be able to see, hug and kiss him. It was sad also for my older brother and older sister coz they weren’t at home when it happened, my Aunt (my mom’s sister) took them for a vacation in Manila and it was just me, my other older brother and Ma. Growing up, i was envious seeing Father’s carrying their daughter at church or in the streets and made me so sad. But i know God is in control. God will not let us live a miserable life. Knowing also that my Papa is watching us from heaven and he would want us to be happy but we miss him sooo terribly.
Me and my Papa (Day Care Years)
Here’s a song we always sing and dedicate to him…We love you and we’ll always be missing you Papa!!
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After reading this,my heart was in pain & teary eyes.At your young age,you already experienced the process of death of the very important person in your life that took you into a bigger,more expansive dimension of beingness,sure you misses him so much specially during this special season & I feel so sorry about the loss of your father.Even he's not beside you now his memories remains in your heart.And I still wanted to greet the greatest father in the universe a happy happy fathers day,happy fathers day to your brother too.Ang cute ng kiddos nya,si risse ba yon?I like her smile cute cute!!I like the photos in here specially the kissing scene part so sweet!
Once again,happy fathers day to the very important men in your life!Love you Karen!Smooch!Hugs!
:(( Kaye, you made me cry….I do so missed my brother, my loving eldest big brother, even as i'm writing this I am crying wahhhh…can't help it. As the youngest, I felt his love and caring ways to me too. He would defend me over mom, coz' mom wouldn't want me to go to other church. I remembered, I often dreamt of him after he died. I just missed my 'manoy' so terribly now. Yet it's good to remember him.
@Seiko
Thank you sooo much ate Seiko for the heartfelt greeting. I miss my father sooooooo much but still i am lucky to have my mom. Who loves us unconditionally.
Si Reese nga yan natatawa ako sa ngiti n'ya sarap kurot kurutin pisngi nya ahehhee..Happy Father's Day din to the Best and most important men in your life ate!! Love you! *big panda hugs and kisses*
@edance
:(( yes aints as i'm reading your comment can't stop the tears falling but trying so hard not to cry coz i'm here in the cafe. We all miss him sooo much…I still remember that time aints when he defended you to lola. Hay *big sigh*. When i see a father carrying their baby girl i remember myself. A very loving father indeed. :(( Love you!! *big hugs and kisses*
Awww that's heart-breaking ate but really inspiring especially for the others out there who also lost their fathers or even their mothers. But God has always plans for us and there's always a reason for everything. Yeah your dad is watching over you from heaven and I'm sure he's very proud of you =) Belated happy father's day!
@Alyssa
Thank you sooo much sis for those words :D…Happy Father's Day to your father too. Have a blessed week! Be safe!
hapi fathers day sa bro mo and tatay mo,
huli nako,hehe churi… 😉
@Hari ng Sablay
Thank you Hari ng Sablay ahehhee..ok lang yun noh…better late than never ika nga ahehe. Happy Father's Day din sa Father mo 😀
That's adorable. The babies are so beautiful! 😀
@Lizz
hehehe thank you Lizz…They are adorable indeed 😀
Awws, the first time i read this, i cried ahuhuhu :-(. I felt ur pain Kar because I am also in pain for being away from my family but nothing compared to your loss. It breaks my heart thinking about it.
@N3r3n
*big hugs* i get teary-eyed again coz i terribly miss him but life has to move on and that's what he would want us to do though he's not physically with us anymore but he'll be always inside our hearts. :((
And Even though you're far away from your family couz i know that you will always be close to their hearts and even to us your cousins. Can't wait to hang out with you again soon just like old times. I love you and i miss you soooo much always. Take care and God Bless you always and Nathan. *big panda hugs and kisses*
Nalungkot naman ako about your father…ako iniisip ko pa lang parang di ko na kaya bunso…even na know ko na dun ang punta natin lahat una una nga lang makasama natin si God above…but Im sure Your Papa was very happy over there dahil pinalaki kayo ni Mama mo ng maayos & I know that dahil nakikita ko sa mga pananalita mo.Just close your eye,makikita mo si Papa na always on your side.Happy Fathers day kay Papa & sa Brother mo,masyado ng late but mula sa puso pagbati ni ate mo.Love You always..stay as sweet as good girl as you are,mwah!
@Raquel
Thank you sooo much ate Raquel sa mga sinabi mo napapaiyak na naman ako dito. tsaka you're never late ate ahehehe basta galing sa puso ang pagbati dba? Love you always too ate….ingat dyan lagi, smoooch!!