July 6,2005
I don’t know what to blog really…since i’ve been pushing my feelings away…wish i could be numb for one day and not think about the things that’s been buggin’ me. I’ve been playing Ragnarok, just a way of getting away from the feelings again and yeah it does help but only for awhile.*sigh*
We had a quiz on math early this afternoon and i suck at it. i hate math :(( i tell yah i feel so dumb right now. can someone tutor me? joke 😛
Hmmm i only had 2 subjects on M-W-F from 6pm til 8pm then one subject for T-TH 2pm til 3:30..not bad. ok i gotta go home now since there’s only two customers here, might as well close up and stop the ranting for now.
Well then see yah
and peace out!:)
4 responses to this post
karen..wala bang second video yung sayaw niyo ng cousin mo..naaliw ako don…hehehe…
keep on vlogging!
Jon
homie, u know? i sometimes think that you’re doing okay already… maybe i was biased, because, for me, i “thought” i was ok. i thought i had healed from the wreck of my past relationship. i now realize, i was just in denial. and now, i can truly say, homie, that i really understand what ur going through right now. feel lost, regretful, contempt, hostility, rage, sharp pain, no motivation for getting up after sleeping, and closing up emotionally. yeah. it all feels so weird noh, all in the same time. i miss you homie… miss talkin to you. *hugs*
hehehe..sowwy la na poh 🙂 yun lang poh. sadly can’t vlog this week yet my older bro got the digi so im stuck with blogging for now.:((
Hey, I used to play Ragnarok too! But it has been some time since then. I’d help you with maths, but I’m a zero, LoL… 😛
Calm down, the problems always have a solution unless we don’t try to solve them. Running away is the only one, sometimes, yep…