Posted by Karen May 12th, 2005 Filed under Journal

Hmmm another 4 hours of sitting here at work and dealing with some annoying customers (could be). It’s been a year and a half since this internet cafe opened. Flashback –> Nov. 15, 2003 that i started workin’ here at my aunt’s cafe. Its the most decent job i could get for now since im still studying. My brother came up with the idea of naming it Celebrity.Com and it has some behind the scene kind of story lol, coz when all cousin’s get together we all feel like we’re celebs (i know ya’ll out there would disagree on that heehee :P) but yeah its just a feeling so no harm 😀 (j/k).

Ngeks…blogging is like a new hobby for me now, considering all those bad things that happen to me lately, seeking comfort and love online doesn’t work for me ( i know skeptics wouldn’t agree on that too). You would roll your eyes on me reading this and say duh! but yeah i did that, yes little me and all i got was heartache. Instead of moping and feeling blue i’ll just indulge myself in writing. It would get my brains working haha! It hasn’t been functioning like it has to be lately *bites nails*…no ones to blame but me.:P

All i do now is work and go home, pass out. I get so tired. I stay up so late wasting time, watching tv or just thinking about the things that happened to me. Arguing with myself, denying those emotions that i still have for someone? It gets to the point where i ask myself “Do i make sense at all????”.

Anyway, i woke up so late today (hmm like it’s not the usual) from staying up late talking to my sister and my brother. I mean we’re not all that close and we don’t go showing a lot of emotions to each other and we have a lousy way of showing each other that we care. I don’t know maybe growing up with the image of my late stern LOLO (grandfather). So umm we did talked alot of things and laughed a lot about some stupid stuff which was fun ;). Then after that i went watching tv till i dozed off. Not to worry though the tv was on sleep mode lol..i always have to tell my mama that, coz she worries with the bills.

I watched Oprah today 😀 which was cool and American Idol too…Hey you guys out there VOTE for BO BICE….I thought Carrie gets to go home today but instead it was Anthony. They’re all good though but i want Bo to be the next AI. heehee

umm ok another night of not so wasted time lol…its already 10:43pm here and we’re going to close..hehe which is soo good. And that means also that i gets to go home..yay. so see yah peeps. tc.