Posted by: Karen June 25th, 2005 Filed under: Family

Wow..been like ages since i was updating this blog…i just can’t take videos this week coz someone borrowed my sister’s digital cam. For now this post will do.

*sigh* Today i had another fight with my older brother…he’s high again…he has been taking shit for two months now. I HATE HIM SOOOOOOO MUCH… for some people here they think i deserve it coz i talk back at him and i deserve to be punished for it… so i get slapped, kicked or beaten but i don’t really care…I’ve been beaten since i could remember..i want him out of our house..but ma can’t send him away.:((..this is so sick..i hate this so much…fuck!!!..i just wanna die…i want to get out of the house and live on my own but i know i can’t right now…but i will one day.

I just wanna be heard.
I dont need pity though..shit happens..they just do.