Posted by: Karen June 25th, 2005 Filed under: Family

Wow..been ages since I updated this blog…I just can’t take videos this week because someone borrowed my sister’s digital camera. For now this post will do.

*sigh* Today I had another fight with my older brother…he’s high on meth again…he has been taking shit for two months now. I HATE HIM SOOOOOOO MUCH… for some people here (and by ‘people’, I mean my family) thinks I deserved to be punished for talking back to him…so I get slapped, kicked or beat up but I don’t really care…It’s been like that ever since I can remember..I want him out of our house..but Ma can’t send him away.:((..this is so sick..I hate this so much…fuck!!!..I just wanna die…I want to get out of the house and live on my own but I know I can’t right now…but I will one day.

I just want to be heard.
I don’t need pity though. Shit happens..they just do.